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"If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find
A way"

And so, I will start again
I'll try to find a way


I don't understand.
I don't know how to explain,
But I need to do the right thing.
I want to do the right thing.
I feel like this may be the right thing.
This is what I must do.
I'm sorry for everything.
Thank you all.

I....

Do you feel it too?
That pull
That certainty
That something must end
For something new to begin
That you must destroy to build sometimes
That you must let go
That you must hold on
That you never belonged
But you tried to
And you ended up changing
Because you were trying so hard
And then you realized you never understood
You just told yourself you did
But there is something bigger happening
There is something more
Something beyond this
And now
What once was must end
Who you once were
Is gone
And only when you let go
Can something new begin
Must begin


If Jesus is real
He will always be there
He will always be with me
He is my father

I am leaving
I can not be here anymore
I can not be the same anymore
I want to keep trying
And I can't communicate with any of you anymore
I won't
I know I've written poems about suicide
But I am not committing suicide
I'm just starting over

I do want to stay
But I don't think that's the right thing to do
I have to go
Not turn back this time

In the end
What is left is love

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