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Hello everyone.
I know I said I'd be silent,
but here I am right now.
I am still in great conflict with myself
and am still at odds with words.
I really feel that I am not good for people to be around and that's part of the reason for my absence.
I'm ok. I hope you're all ok.
I'm just thinking a lot and stuff....
I'm trying to work things out.
Psychedelic transcendent cosmic astronout of time and space. Floating among the ether.
Sometimes I wonder if I really care for another or if I only care for my own reflection. My own broken introspection. And alas, my words hold consequences. And alas so does my silence.
There is no time.
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"If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find
A way"
And so, I will start again
I'll try to find a way
I don't understand.
I don't know how to explain,
But I need to do the right thing.
I want to do the right thing.
I feel like this may be the right thing.
This is what I must do.
I'm sorry for everything.
Thank you all.
I....
Do you feel it too?
That pull
That certainty
That something must end
For something new to begin
That you must destroy to build sometimes
That you must let go
That you must hold on
That you never belonged
But you tried to
And you ended up changing
Because you we
Untitled
I
don't
understand.
I thought I knew what to do.
I really thought I did.
I thought.
But I don't.
And I thought that I was really going to go on hiatus.
That I must
because...
I'm not sure why.
But...
Well,
I think I'm not going to ever say I'm going on hiatus again because I can't seem to commit at the moment because I'm confused. And I don't understand but I also do if that's possible. So if I am gone, that means I am on hiatus but I can't say it again because every time I say something I seem to start contradicting myself.
>.<
I'm sorry.
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Omfg. :'O
That's exactly how I make cookies.