my computer..

Is messing up. I'm starting to get worried about it. Worried is not the word. CONCERNED. I am addicted to the computer, and it helps me. But I could still be ok with out it.
It's upsetting that my computer may break down. I can't afford another one. I'm not sure what's wrong with it.

My poetry helps me too. I like to share it with people. I can still write without a computer but

Even if I can't be hear for all of you, I want you to all be ok.
I wanted to stick around on deviant art and I will until my computer breaks or I get paranoid and delete my account.

HOWEVER I WILL ABSOLUTELY NOT DELETE IT WITHOUT WARNING.
I aspire to be here for the long run though, despite my paranoia about it.

You'll all just have to absolutely trust me on that.

But don't worry, I absolutely would say something if  was going too.

Don't think I'm using this as a excuse to leave. That would be extremely misleading. I don't like to lie, and I wouldn't lie about something like this.

I write poetry to try to help people. You all have to keep going please.
I will hope for the best for all of you.

Hopefully, my computer won't break down. I won't worry about it until then. If I ever leave without warning, that's what may had happened.

On a brighter note, I'm probably going to go on a poetry submitting rampage since I wanted to do that. I've been writing obsessively. I'm puking poetry.

So, I may submit loads of poetry among other stuff. Some of it may not be your taste, or suck so don't feel pressured to favorite it. If you don't I understand.

If I was ever going to not be on deviant art for a long period of time, like lets say, two three weeks I would tell you all so you won't be worried.

I wouldn't leave without warning. So if I do, you can safely assume my computer broke down. Maybe it can get fixed.

HOPE HOPEHOPEHOPEHOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

Peace be with you all. Rest.


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HOPE HOPE HOPE
Shooting stars.
I won't make a wish.
I don't believe in that
But I'll hope for the best.
I'll count my blessing
as I look at the stars.
You are all blessings
so don't you ever leave before your time.
Live as long as you can please.
Even if no one can understand a thing.
You all have a place in this world.
I'll pray that you find it.
I'll pray that you will all be ok
and that you'll all see better days.
Everything is ok.
Everything is ok.
Everything is ok.
God will make a way.
I refuse to believe he won't.
I won't let circumstances deceive
because I have a dream and a vision for the future
and even if things are dark and scary
we are all lights in this world
and some things that are scary are only imaginary.
Their may be a war in your mind.
Your mind may make you feel confined.
But don't let the negative blind you please.
It helps to try to have a good attitude and to believe.
Don't you ever leave
Please don't you ever leave
before your time.
I love you all.
I love you all.
Maybe this isn't goodbye but see you again.
I'm happy that I got to make some friends.
It will all be ok.
This isn't the end.
A soul last for infinity.
The soul is eternal.
Please do not worry
it will not help a thing.
Keep dreaming and imagining.
Please do not leave this world.
Please keep going.
I know it may be hard
and that we all have scars
but they can still heal.
I know that it can hurt to feel
and though we may be scared of things that may not be real
we do not have to be afraid.
Not even of the real things.
Do not fear
do not fear
Do not fear for anything.
Just stay still and enter into the rest.
The rest is not physical
it is choosing not to worry about anything.
Though you still may feel worried,
don't even worry about that.
It is all ok. Ok?
Peace be with you all. rest.